Trauma

Jeremiah 8:21 For the brokenness of the daughter of my people I am crushed. I mourn; horror has gripped me. 22 Is there no balm in Gilead? Is no physician there? Why then has the health of the daughter of my people not been restored?

Many people live through life not knowing that they are bleeding and they are in a state of emergency. They wake up in the morning and go on with life, smile with loved ones and end their day not knowing they are in desperate need of help.

If only there could be a spiritual microscope to scan the state of hearts then we would be able to see the emergency state so many women and girls are in at this moment. That their hearts are bleeding emersly and if nothing is done they will literally collapse and die.

The open wound of abuse is real. Since it is internal there is no physical doctor who can heal it. There is a need of a spiritual examination to observe the extent of the wound, the seriousness of the bleeding ,the urgency of the surgery and the length of time it will take to heal. Without this, trauma can surely kill.

The open wound of trauma bleeds; heart ache, disappointment, rejection, abandonment, humiliation, shame, anger, disgust, over controlling, sadness, fear, self loath, self destruction disgust, rage, and many others. The wound might have been caused by molestation, rape, F.G.M, sex slavery or others.

When a physical wound bleeds it hurts, the same to a spiritual/ psychological wound. Heartache physically hurts, so does disappointment, rejection, abandonment, anger, resentment, shame and all the others. When a heart bleeds all or any of these, there is true and evident pain. The physical heart truly goes through a contracting pain.

Since there is no evident medical cause of this heart ache doctors can only prescribe relieving drugs. When the wound still bleeds for long a deadly infection comes on it and it is called depression. Depression is a demon, and this demon is dark and overpowering. It is a demon from the deepest, darkest part of hell. It hold`s the victim and drags her to the deep hole where it comes from.

At the state of depression then this person is in a most serious state of sickness. Since no one outside this hole that demon is pulling the person in; is able to reach and pull the person out. That is why nothing physical really seems to work with people going through depression. They are headed to one place and that is the deep dark hole.

There is a cure but first you have to take action. There must be a proper spiritual screening of the heart. I encourage you to sit at the feet of Jesus. Seek spiritual guidance from a Pastor or someone you can trust. The worst thing you can ever do is be silent and keep it all in to yourself believing you are strong enough to handle it.

Since women have a habit internalizing pain keeping things in is always what comes in mind. That is not a healthy choice, because the devil knows the evil that comes with silence he will never want you to break it. With silence comes other packed demons. These are things like misguidance, confusion and addiction. One thing but it has turned into a whirl wheel of problems never intended.

Silence is a problem, it is not strength. Silence will never solve, it piles. Silence lies, silence will never bring clarity of mind. Silence says no one will understand and no one will care. It is all a lie to make you stay deep inside that hole. The truth is someone will understand and there is someone who cares for you. You must, I insist must reach out to at least someone who will assist you in your healing process. That person must be strong enough to assist you to walk the healing journey and a person close to the Lord who will speak truth to you. I encourage you to realize the problem and seek the LORD truly and He will reveal Himself to you. That is the first step.

The next step is; be vulnerable enough to allow Him to examine your heart to see what is really the problem. Most of the time the incidence is not the matter but other surrounding factors are. Be ready to be directed to where the pain is all coming from. Look at the cause at it is realistic form, however it makes you feel.

There after; Be ready to allow God to help you forgive whatever and whoever. That does not matter they know it or not, they are alive or dead or they are paying for their wrong doing or not since you are the victim. BE READY to allow God to put forgiveness in you. It does not come from you it comes from God.

Then; As God to take the memory of the trauma from you and deal with it Himself. At this stage it is very important to be in ICU, this is the Intensive Care Unit. Where there is no interference. If it is possible to be away from the people who hurt you or not allowing in your heart people who will hurt you. This is the best time to be in unison with Christ and let Him be the only one permitted in your heart.

Thereafter; Ask Him to give you the grace to heal. Since forgiveness is the ointment that stops the bleeding and seals the wound. The wound will still be present which only the Grace of God is what will heal it completely. The scar is the memory, which when it is submitted to the Lord earlier it will be erased or it will be turned to a testimony.

I plead with you to take action and to consult the Lord, since He is the truest doctor who knows your heart. He knows the deepest part of your heart and He is the only one who can get in an heal with grace. There is peace in healing, true peace in healing comes from total surrender to God. It is not religious it is consciousness. A realization that there is a power higher that all who can intervene in your situation, and decide with no cost whatsoever approach the mercy sit. Where there is no condemnation, but open arms.